“I’m not a very good [father], I’m afraid,” Martin said. “Ach.” Marianne waved this away. “I’m sure you are.” Sitting here on this weather-beaten porch, with its brittle railings and the dull pounding of the sea below, he felt a gray bloom of failure. This was why he had come to see [her]. She was the gardener of this ugly flower. She knew just how to turn his face to the sun.”