“You know, once Dad passes you will be able to heal and move on.”To think of what I said now makes my stomach hurt.My Mother looked and me and said, “I would take care of him in that statefor the rest of my life if I could. That’s my guy.”At that point I realized that, that was my Mom’s love.At one point they were boyfriend and girlfriend.That was who she fell in love with.That was probably the first time I saw my parents as two kids that fell in love.”

“I can’t even look at the sun nowwithout thinking of you.Every star, every cloud,every beautiful thing I seemeans nothing to me if you are not here.What is that?That thing that makes the worldless important without you?Come and find mewhen we leave this place.When we wake from this dream.I am sure that I will still be in love with you.
”

“They lied to you.

You are not this body.
You are in fact a part of every single thing in this universe.

You are the cosmos.
You gave brith to the stars.

Now if you only knew how infinite you are.

One day you will drop this body and live on,
and at that time this will all just be a dream you once had.”